Where I've been

I've been experiencing, communicating and working with the Divine in many forms since I was very young. 

My very first memory is an Out of Body/Near Death Experience (OBE/NDE) from when I was just about 1 year old. I was choking on food, unbeknownst to my mother; as my infant self was struggling, I was discussing staying in this body with my guide, knowing the journey ahead would be a difficult one - I wasn't sure I wanted to continue.  

I spent much of my early childhood years seeing, and knowing, things that others would say "there's no way you could"; and yet I did. Including animal deaths, arguments between people, even "adult" encounters in other rooms. This was a lot to take on and understand without a support system for it.

Some of my favorite friends were spirits from the trees (the Japanese call them Kodama) that I would play with and have wonderful adventures around the woods, in our gardens, and sometimes they'd even travel with me for brief periods. 

I began having clear, prophetic dreams around the age of 12 (at least this is the first I recall), and have continued to experience them throughout my adult years. Friends, family members, and beings I've never met (in the waking hours), have come to me through the dreaming worlds.

My 2nd and 3rd OBE/NDE occurred when I was around 16.  

At that time I was gifted a journey with Divinity and the tree spirits in a dream. 

I was able to see them as the Divine/God knows them, and loves them. And knows & loves us all.

As happens to many of us, perhaps especially those with gifts of a "sensitive" nature, as we make our way through the adult years, some of this knowledge and experience(s), seemed to fade into the background. 

I spent many decades in the world of corporate America, working for some of the most well known, top companies in the world. I worked in HR, Legal, Real Estate, Banking and more. Some positions, some companies, certainly held me for longer than others, but I couldn't seem to find a comfortable place for myself; not surprising in a world that rarely honors the unseen, greater world that exists beyond the tangible, physical aspects of our lives. 

My health, which had always played a larger role in my life than was easy to integrate into typical society - having had migraines and digestive troubles among other issues since I was 6, was taking a nosedive, and I had to switch from one tech company to another thinking that would help. It didn't and my dreams began to tell me loud and clear, with nearly nightly messages, that I needed to get out, connect in, or die. 

I searched for answers nearly everywhere, even in the adult industry (oh yes, I have a very unique shadow self), trying to find where I fit in. Who I was. Who the world wanted me to be. 

I began working with my dreams again at this point, and have spent over a decade learning their messages and seeking their guidance. 

Many of my dreams continue to share prophetic events, for both a personal, and global perspective. 

I have seen in waking hours, and dreamed, with the dead and nearly dead. They all have messages to share, whether or not we want to hear them is another matter at times.

I have many friends on many levels in nearly every walk of life now, and I understand how we're all searching for some clarity, guidance and support, in one way or another.